July 8, 2015

something coming home


i am not actually very brave.

i am afraid of lonely houses
i am afraid of being alone
i am afraid of being afraid.

i am not actually very kind.

i have ruined hearts
i have gone for throats
i have stolen trust and slain it in panic.

i am not actually very wise.

i don't remember what brought me here
i forget what i believe in
and i doubt the unshakable.

i am not actually very strong.

time wears on me
days stretch me hollow and pale
long nights break me into pieces.

so what am i,
after everything else has faded away?

something prodigal.
something lost.

something coming home.




xoxo

p.s. two more posts, and then i'm at camp for two weeks! one will be love overflowing, and the other will be something special. xx



22 comments:

  1. this is precious. it's raw and beautiful and human and just ugggghh.

    so much love for this ♥♥♥

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    1. waa. so much love for you. ♥♥♥ thank you for everything.

      xx

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  2. This. <3 Please, don't ever stop writing, Adelaide.
    I can't wait to read your next posts, just as I can't wait to reread this one, over and over and over.

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    1. jordy i am crying why do you do this to me. ♥ thank you, precious friend.

      xx

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  3. oh the words are so true so incredible because of how much I can relate to them and because i'm human and you're human and we are all human and to some degree i think it's true for all of us. you keep blowin my mind...... soon i am going to run out of minds for you to blow.... a girl only has so many brains you know..............XD

    keep being that inspirationally fantabulous person i know you are

    xxArielle

    p.s. cant wait for the post I L-O-V-E when you do love overflowing and i am quite excited for the special one XD

    p.s.s. HAVE AN FANTABULOUSLY INCREDIBLY AMAZINGLY WONDERFULLY INSPIRATIONALLY ENTERTAINLY MARVELOUS TIME AT CAMP

    p.s.s.s. have so much of what i said in the p.s.s. that you make me really superly jealous okay?? XDDDD XP

    wow i put a lot of ly's at the end of words

    oh well

    XDD

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    1. HAHAHAHA OH MAN. i adored every second of this. humanity and the God-Man...it's the most beautiful, tragic story there ever was. amen, amen. ♥

      *dies laughing*

      xx

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  4. oh yes.

    these are the words i want to scream out to every person who has ever known me.

    yes yes yes.

    p.s. i am supes excited for those posts. muah.

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    1. muahhhhh. you are my glorious inspiration, dear cally wally. as always. ♥

      xx

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  5. This is really pretty.

    BUT WHY ARE YOU AFRAID DON'T DO THAT

    BE BRAVE

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    1. XD if i was going to do an honesty post correctly, i had to be honest. and i am afraid a lot so yes. but shanks! ♥

      xx

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  6. OH MY GOSH. *gets a breather* This post made MY BODY HURT. In every good way. <3 wow.... just wow.

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    1. abbie you astound me. THANK YOU DEAREST. ♥

      xx

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  7. this is so beautiful and i adore every single word you wrote.
    how do you always describe the way i feel in the most accurate ways?
    <3

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  8. this is oh so beautiful. if i didn't say your writing influences mine, i'd be lying. keep doing what you love <3

    maryshelley

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    1. oh my gosh! thank you so much, dear. ♥

      xx

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  9. To be completely honest, I have absolutely NO idea how I ended up on this. I am super duper luper pooper grateful and happy I did. I really enjoy your writing. You just gained a new follower 😉

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be kind.

xx