March 30, 2016

confession



i've got something to confess to you.
            (and if i could catch my breath, maybe i could get it out.)
are you sure you're okay?

of course i'm okay.
             (don't you dare comment on how fast i run.)
i have never seen anyone run that slow.

you are -
i'm sorry!
(right.)

we walk along the road and i know that everything God does will endure forever.
i am still a little breathless though.
you only pretend not to notice.


you gotta look at that star.
                (i push through the grass the grows up beside the trees.)
you always say that.

hey i -
i'm sorry!
(whatever.)

i laugh until i can feel my face caving in and i see the burden God has laid on men.
the air is a little clearer up here, and i can hear your voice .
i only pretend not to notice.


i wish we could stay here forever.
                 (at least until the mountains fall cold again.)
weren't you confessing something?

oh yeah.

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i'm proud of you.
                  (i mean it.)
i already knew that.

you're -
i'm sorry!
(i know.)

the night turns the color of the floors in heaven, and i surrender everything i have left.
i see the truth painted gold between the lines.
we only pretend not to notice.


later alligator
x


I'M THE WORST BLOGGER EVER HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN.
I DON'T DESERVE YOU ALL.
HUGS AND KISSES AND PLEASE FORGIVE ME.



24 comments:

  1. this.
    i tell cally all the time, there must be something in your Colorado air that makes you all so talented.

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      there jordan has said it for us all

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      it's so accurate i really have nothing to add.

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    4. *hugs and kisses to all my girls*

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  2. I think this is one of my favourite posts of yours, I think. The pictures are just beautiful, and so is your poem.

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  3. oh please babe, you're most definitely not the worst blogger. you're one of the best of the best<3 your writing always gets to me-so real and so beautiful xxxx
    hugs and kisses back at ya<<3

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  4. This little story is so captivating! It kind of pulls you in.

    By the way, if you think you're the worst blogger, you should know I haven't posted in anything in literally over a month. Wut.

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  5. This is amazing!<3 You are one of the best bloggers, like Nameless Writer said^^^^ I just love your poetry and the pictures are breathtaking!!<3<3<3

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  6. this is gorgeous. what do you call it? a poem or a story or a mix of the two? whatever you call it, i love it.

    no no no. you're an amazing blogger. life just tends to rush by without us noticing. {i need to post too, you're not alone} xx

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  7. gosh darn it. this makes me crave those late, warm summer nights that seem to be romantic even if you're by yourself.

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  8. Man, your writing is just brilliantly unique.

    Also, I tagged you for the text tag!

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be kind.

xx