July 1, 2015

love lost

.not mine


i had a dream the other night.

about the sound of your voice,
and the feel of leaning into you.
leaning into something that mattered.
you held me like a little boy
and i loved you like a little girl.

and they're all in a rush.

but i'll take it slow.

because i know you are out there
somewhere.

i know that you will find me all broken and chaotic.

all things being transformed shall
shatter.

but after the shattering shall come
the glory
and then, oh then.
i shall finally be ready for

you.

xoxo


17 comments:

  1. Sheesh, one could swear you had a boy tucked away somewhere.

    XD Lovely post though.

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  2. oh so good for my soul!!!
    too good for me addy, you are beyond incredible!!!
    ahhhhhh sooooooo amazing thhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkk yooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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    1. thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu you are a dream. ♥

      xx

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  3. Addy...this is so heartwarming <3

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    1. Thank you, dearest Lauren! That made my day. <3

      xoxo

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  4. Whoa, Addy. Your writing never ceases to take my breath away. I've been so busy lately that I haven't had the time to visit the blogging world. Thankfully I'm back now, and I've truly missed you and your lovely blog. <3

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    1. EVE. i have severely missed you. thank you for coming back and reading these silly old words. <3

      xx

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  5. i gasped when i read this.
    so much meaning <3

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  6. :3 I'm really enjoying your blog!! Lovely writing!

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be kind.

xx