April 13, 2016

not



to cover up our scars we tried
to clothe ourselves in dust
and painted all our broken bones
in complimentary shades of rust

i wound your smile around my hands
you broke your teeth upon my heart
but all the the things that made us gentle
drove us both apart.

how i wish to say it quickly
like scalpel in a wound
but it would sound too desperate 
and it'd all be out of tune.

so i'll laugh gaily to myself
cornered in the thought
that maybe despite the evidence
you could love me
not.

xx

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26 comments:

  1. FANTASTIC *sparkes sparkles sparkles*

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  2. i love how your writing has this perfect balance of bitter and sweet<3 this one hit me real good. but in a good (bittersweet) way.

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    1. thanks darling. xx you have no idea how much that means

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  3. Oo I love this one >:) It is sad though.

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  4. This makes me both happy and sad at the same time. Thank you for sharing your beautiful mind. <3

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  5. mm. this strikes a chord deep in my heart. this aches and resounds and absolutely glows and i just really, really love it. <3

    xox

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    1. yIKES GIRL. xx thanks from the bottom of my little heart

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  6. Oh my word, your writing gives me so many feels...

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  7. *ACTUALLY SCREAMS FOR ALL ETERNITY BECAUSE OF HOW GOOD THIS IS*

    Ellie | On the Other Side of Reality

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    1. *ACTUALLY SCREAMS BECAUSE SHE LOVES YOU THANKS*

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  8. These photos are just lovely and the poem connects with something in my heart<3 Beautifully written!<3

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  9. WOAH WOAH WOAH.
    this is really, really good.

    (i feel like i've run out of words on how to describe the feels your writing gives me. like, it's SO FREAKING GOOD. agh :)

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  10. addy this is deeeeep (literally I'm going to drown s.o.s :) seriously in love with this masterpiece and putting it on a pedestal annnnnd IT RHYmeS!AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    1. help i'm sending help hold on frend. xx

      LOVE YOU

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  11. lolz you're a freaking queen and your words give me life x

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  12. asdfghjkl how are you so good at writing.

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be kind.

xx